Hello, yes I'm still alive. I'm just ... busy. I finished shool, tried studying, had bad luck, was THIS close to a burnout, went back to school to learn a job and now I'm a nurse for the elderly (examinierte Altenpflegerin). My parents got divorced and I stayed with my dad. My sister moved out. I'm trying to shape my future, meaning geting our house cleaned up, new furniture, new garden, doing sports. And now I'm walking around with constant pain in my tendons, everywhere. My doctor first thought arthritis, then vitamin D deficiency. Almost had to get operated on my finger to not lose it, because my tendon was so swollen it cut off circulation. Yeah, no matter what I try to improve my life, somehow I always end up having bad luck. But I'm still here. Also, another aspect of why I'm not here as frequently. The DA update sucks. I have so much trouble navigating the site. The only time I login is to check in on artists I watch. I don't use any other part of the site anymore. I've been